Today it seems like changes have been running through my head. Sometimes I look at the next couple months an see how many changes are coming and I feel overwhelmed. I am so looking forward to getting married and spending the rest of my life with Rick but some moments I just burst out into tears. I was talking to a friend today and I said "When things look hard and overwhelming I say to myself, "God brought us together and helped us with so many things and has richly blessed us as we are putting him first in our relationship that I know that he won't desert me here." I know that he is going to be with us each step of the way. I am such a people person and i love my family so much that sometimes I wonder how I am going to live being apart from them but then I remember that we are starting our own family and I am not losing my family I am gaining another one! Please pray for us as we plan our wedding and our lives together. There are going to be so many changes but I know that God will help us!
I am going to Rick's this weekend. His dad is coming to take Joy out for her birthday and he wanted Rick and I to come along. We are planning to go to Menard's to look at a few things for our house. It is so fun planning our house together!